This was a beautiful meditation. The "Two Sides" argument is a constant one, and I agree with Beth that during meditation, there are no sides, just one. Awareness. I went into this mediation with an upset stomach, and for the most part, it has dissipated. My body is reacting to a decision I have made, and all day I have been working with my body to allow acceptance and reassurance that this decision will be a good one in the long run. Doesn't make it easier though! I know I will work through this situation as I have so many before, and I have become stronger in my Soul voice so decisions are easier to make, situations not as fearful as Ego would like them to be. Sometimes I think my Ego thinks the worse, so when worse doesn't happen, there is a sigh of relief, or if worse does happen, Ego can be right, but honestly, situations have never been as bad as Ego tries to make them out to be. All those monsters under the bed. As I write this, I hear in my head, "Cut", "Do a retake, "Take 162". Deep breath, a little laughter. I think I might just ask those monsters to sit with me for a cup of tea to watch the show.
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This was a beautiful meditation. The "Two Sides" argument is a constant one, and I agree with Beth that during meditation, there are no sides, just one. Awareness. I went into this mediation with an upset stomach, and for the most part, it has dissipated. My body is reacting to a decision I have made, and all day I have been working with my body to allow acceptance and reassurance that this decision will be a good one in the long run. Doesn't make it easier though! I know I will work through this situation as I have so many before, and I have become stronger in my Soul voice so decisions are easier to make, situations not as fearful as Ego would like them to be. Sometimes I think my Ego thinks the worse, so when worse doesn't happen, there is a sigh of relief, or if worse does happen, Ego can be right, but honestly, situations have never been as bad as Ego tries to make them out to be. All those monsters under the bed. As I write this, I hear in my head, "Cut", "Do a retake, "Take 162". Deep breath, a little laughter. I think I might just ask those monsters to sit with me for a cup of tea to watch the show.
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