Beth Johnson

Monday, May 8, 2017

When is it not the other guy's fault....

1 comment:

Shannon Brown said...

I got zinged this morning. I was perusing through my Facebook page and someone had commented on one of my friends pages and then another person commented. These other people were those I no longer wished to have in my life, and they talked about their "dream team" at the place we all used to work together. My first thought was "Oh my God, are you serious?" They were all the worst employees we had, and lost the company a lot of money. But then, before I let my Ego really have a party, a little voice said, "Why does this still bother you?", maybe you should do a meditation before setting foot out the door and it ruins the rest of your day and however long....but then Ego stepped in and said, "You have so much to do today, you are on a time schedule...." and then Soul replied- "Is it more important for you to get you car washed and on your way than to heal this space that is obviously crying out for help?" So, I looked on the Silent Place blog site and was going through the different blogs, trying to figure out which one would best fit this hurt and anger, all ready to "Huh" and "Ahhh" and release this stuff inside of me, but then I happened on this one, and it seemed to exactly fit what I was going through. Funny thing is, there were no "Huhs, and eees, and ohhs, just a gentle reminder of who I really am. I am not saying I don't have a little more work (or maybe a lot) to do on releasing this situation, there were a lot of situations that happened at the job where my Ego was quite bruised. But it is a start, a gentle start, which is where I am at in my life right now, no need to plow through the situations, just gently let it flow. So thank you again Beth, I am in a much calmer, centered, state of mind and am grateful that the Universe has its unique way of bringing to me what needs to be healed and let go.