I'll be honest with you, I did not want this meditation to end. And I went into this meditation wanting to escape or at least to feel better. These meditations do bring me to a place of better feeling, but also deep acknowledgement of my greater self. We all have things going on in our human lives that we wish we did not. And it is our humanness that wants to judge whether something is good or bad, pleasant or awful....yada, yada, yada. I loved the part about forgiving ourselves for judging, for not being where my Ego thinks we should be on this journey, all the while aware that my Soul understands where I am now is where I am. No judgement. During the first part of the meditation my Ego's walls were fragile, as if they were touched, they would crash, and then there was nothingness, and the loss of control was unbearable. Sitting next to the Soul was the understanding that the walls never existed, and neither did the control. A journey with no control, a journey with no fear, what does that look like? I guess I am about to find out.
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I'll be honest with you, I did not want this meditation to end. And I went into this meditation wanting to escape or at least to feel better. These meditations do bring me to a place of better feeling, but also deep acknowledgement of my greater self. We all have things going on in our human lives that we wish we did not. And it is our humanness that wants to judge whether something is good or bad, pleasant or awful....yada, yada, yada. I loved the part about forgiving ourselves for judging, for not being where my Ego thinks we should be on this journey, all the while aware that my Soul understands where I am now is where I am. No judgement. During the first part of the meditation my Ego's walls were fragile, as if they were touched, they would crash, and then there was nothingness, and the loss of control was unbearable. Sitting next to the Soul was the understanding that the walls never existed, and neither did the control. A journey with no control, a journey with no fear, what does that look like? I guess I am about to find out.
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