Beth Johnson

Thursday, January 22, 2015

No Boundaries

Well I invite you to listen to this wonderful mediation but I must also invite you to laugh with me at the persistence of my tummy. I know it joins me in almost all my audios but this time it really chimes in. I was aware of it at the beginning but after I dropped in I was no longer aware of it.
As I re listened to it I had to laugh...and you can too...laugh and just move on. The meditation was too good to discard. Enjoy and laugh with me..

Sunday, January 18, 2015

Lesson Seven

This will be the final lesson in this series.
Open yourself to hearing these words and let them do their intended work. You only need to sit, listen, and allow.

Thank you in joining me in the sacred mix of the Universe.

Wednesday, January 14, 2015

Lesson 6 B

This is an important audio to listen to in order for us to move to the final Lesson 7. How good of an observer are you? That will be the question.

Sunday, January 11, 2015

Lesson Six A

I found that I needed to create a 6 A before I moved on to Lesson 7.. I explain in the audio why I found it necessary. Moving forward is our mission. Please join me.

Thursday, January 8, 2015

Lesson Six

This is the lesson that is the hardest to hear. The Ego will want to say ,"Oh no not me." You may find that resistance will try to enter. You may find you will need to listen several times to devour it all. You may find it hard to grasp.
You may find it is the most important thing you have ever heard. You may find you have never seen yourself before.

Wednesday, January 7, 2015

Lesson Five

More insights and going deeper. Get ready to learn more and be open to seeing yourself in a different light.

Tuesday, January 6, 2015

Lesson Four 2015

Moving forward with our lessons. This one will help you see yourself in a new light. Be brave and continue the journey.

Monday, January 5, 2015

Lesson Three 2015

What are you trying to avoid? This is the question... what is your answer?

Friday, January 2, 2015

Lesson Two

When you find yourself experiencing waves of emotions whether they are feelings of shame, guilt, grief, you name it… If they move through you on a regular basis, and it could be one of these or all of these emotions, your Ego is of the opinion that is justified in bringing this (;lakdfjlaksdja) to your attention again. It will continue to do so until you feel its blanket of steel over you and you chose to end this cycle. It is good that the Ego has persisted in showing you where you have need for flossing your inner teeth. In order to dispel the Ego’s routine of exhibiting an old habit when faced with certain circumstances you must catch the inhibiting sensation in action. When the sensation is felt you will infuse the weight of it with the energy from your inner self, the energy from your inner fountain of truth. This pure energy knows no thoughts of the past but only experiences the beauty of Now and your true nature. Soul Spirit rises up to immerse the untruth in the vibration of your Central Sun.
This human habit of self-deprecating is a mold we can all easily slip into. Don’t get me wrong I don’t mean that you sit around all day hating yourself. These can be the tiniest of things albeit they can also get to be very very big and out of proportion to the reality.

I will give you an example from my own repertoire of Ego challenges. I will pick something that is so small that you might even have trouble feeling its sting.
Yesterday morning when I got up it was dark and as I entered the kitchen area I saw that my husband had left the lights on from the night before.
Several things showed up for me from this small happening.
One… I could not resist telling him he left them on. Why? Because, according to my Ego, his Ego always make note of the things I don’t do right according to…..
Although his Ego does do this on many occasions, there is so much more to learn from this than making a mark for me on the Ego tote board. My learning process started when I said, “Did you know you left on the lights in the kitchen last night? He said in a light voice “No, did I?” End of story. No defense no other comment.
I thought at the time. I wish I would learn to respond that way. But no, my Ego has to grasp hold of the wrong doing and step up and claim the stupid sign and wear it with honor or is horror. Then I wonder over and over, why or how I could do such a thing.
I could see how his Ego did not identify with having done anything wrong and was not inclined to snatch the incident out of thin air and make it into a big deal.
I was actually proud that my Ego did not feel a need to go on and choose to say something like. “Well if I had done that you would have…….etc.” The whole thing was dropped.
Dropped until later in my meditation I could see how clearly my Ego jumps in to gear and claims the pangs of guilt. I can tell you I have no idea at this time how I managed to feel that I deserve that little trophy of guilt but I do know that I do it. I find it unnecessary to search the past to find the moment in time something occurred that might have sparked this belief. For me that only engage the thought process which invites the Ego back into the ring. I want to move past thought into a deeper understanding of self. What I want to do is feel how I feel when those moments occur and feel myself move from feelings of guilt to the sense of grace moving through me, a rush of energy that fills me with honor of self and for gosh sakes Trust of self. Words we will be saying over and over again.
The trick is when that uky feeling comes around we are usually are not in a place that we can slip away and obverse the process of transformation. So we must let ourselves follow the feelings that arise when you finish this sentence.
Please remember that the example I gave you is mine. Yours will be totally different. It may have nothing in common with my story. When you finish the sentence go where your sensations leads you. Uncover, dust, open, release, and bring light to where there was none.
I feel guilty when I _________.

Thursday, January 1, 2015

Lesson One for 2015

We are going to have some fun with 7 lesson for inner growth. This is lesson number one. Each day we will have another. I, as usual, will be as surprised as you as to what they might be, but the first one was so good. Stay with me on the journey it should be rewarding in a way that surpasses all that we have learned in the past..

The Natural Way

A meditation to soak up and enjoy. Feels good through and through. Let yourself be a part of the Universe's natural evolution.